creepy guy
Ok, so there was this creepy guy at zazen class this morning who couldn’t sit still, couldn’t stop breathing hard, and basically annoyed the fuck out of me. He’s not an Aikido student, but at some point some folks met him at Clarks on Clark one morning and Toyoda Sensei invited him to class.
To be honest, the man has bad energy. You can see it in him and you can hear it in the nervous way he chatters about nothing at all. I don’t have time for him and thus far have done my best to simply ignore him. If he continues to attend class, I will stop going.
I can feel him when we’re sitting and he feels bad. Really bad. So bad in fact that while we were sitting I couldn’t focus on anything other than the end of the sit. Maybe I need to learn to relax more, or maybe I need to learn something else. Honestly I don’t care.
I’m rarely wrong about my impressions of people. If he continues to attend, I will stop.