the work I’m working on
I’m amazed how many people read this blog.
The guy I was dating read the previous post and seemingly freaked out. I can’t blame him for being upset. There was no harm meant by posting that, and I hardly expected him to read it before we spoke, but that didn’t happen.
When your blog is your therapist, these kind of things happen. But I digress.
A few weeks ago I met said handsome guy. We hung out a few times, had a bunch of slap and tickle, but I suspected he wanted much more than me right off the bat. I should have opened my mouth a little wider to scream a little louder about things, but along the way I did say that things were proceeding too fast.
It apparently fell upon deaf ears.
After speaking to him, during which I let him do almost all of the talking, he decided we should not be friendly, only tolerant. That’s not the way I wanted it, but there you go.
Curtain close, the end.
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If I ever doubted the power of the zodiac, now it’s truthfullness is shining brightly. I’m a Fire Dragon and an Aquarius. The negative thoughts about my sign below are exactly the kind of things I’m working on.
From: http://www.chinavoc.com/zodiac/dragon/five.asp
Because the Fire Dragon is often enveloped by insatiable personal ambition, he is short-tempered, inconsiderate and unable to put up with anything less than perfection. He also overgeneralizes or jumps to conclusions, frequently lumping people into categories without allowing for or even perceiving their individual differences.
That’s me. And here’s the lesson:
Nonetheless, here is a performer of the highest degree who could easily be a source of inspiration to his fellowman and a personality who will catch the public eye - when he learns to master his negative traits and communicate more humbly with others.
Mastering my negative traits. Fuck. If that doesn’t sound like a hell of a lot of work, I don’t know what does.