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waking up

I keep waking up in the early hours of the morning. I wake up fully, eyes wide, listening to Oberon snoring. Then I usually get up, use the potty, then lay awake in bed.

With him on my mind. Dammit.

I go from hardly being able to breathe to a heart-pounding, stomach-aching sweat. And then back again. What the hell is that about? Aww, who am I kidding. I know exactly what this feeling is. Honestly, I’ve felt it before, but never in this overwhelming way.

Emotions
by Mariah Carey

You’ve got me feeling emotions
Deeper than I’ve ever dreamed of
You’ve got me feeling emotions
Higher than the heavens above

I feel good, I feel nice
I’ve never felt so satisfied
Thank the Lord I’m alive
Intoxicated, flying high

It feels like a dream
When you touch me tenderly
I don’t know if it’s real
But I like the way I feel inside

In the morning when I rise
You are the first thing on my mind
And in the middle of the night
I feel your heart beat
Next to mine

It feels like a dream
When you love me tenderly
I don’t know if you’re for real
But I like the way I feel inside

You know the way to make me lose control
When you’re looking into my eyes
You make me feel so high

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